音之狂想曲

這首歌當初聽到的時候,真的是百感交集,感觸良多,因為他戳到本人的死穴OTZ
而我在外面聽到這首歌,總是會駐足
我家的管教非常嚴格,嚴格到我的朋友都說妳還算是大學生嗎?
這個答案我自己也不知道,也有朋友問我說這樣照著父母鋪的路走妳就滿足了嗎?
我也不知道.
我唯一知道的就是人在屋簷下不得不低頭,連我的小電從我的房間被搬到客廳,裡面的資料全部消失 (我爸趁我不在的時候整個重灌.包括我寫的小說OTZ")
MSN無法用 (但我找到WEB MSN這玩意兒XD)
父母說這是為我好,我真的很想說:
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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
'cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow)

every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow)

and every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
but I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
(tired of being what you want me to be)